You're Gonna Feel This in the Morning

"I've got that twisted feeling inside that comes from enjoying something I know I'll regret later."
-Gemma Doyle

We've all felt it. We've all ignored it. We've all regretted it. And repeat.
Why is that?
Do we LIKE the feeling of doing something fucked up and bad for us? I think we do. I do. I do these things to wake myself up, to snap myself out of this fog, this dream I've been living in for so long. Maybe I have to do something horrible just to go on living . . . but in that lies a catch 22 . . .
Do we WANT, do we NEED to be stopped? To be caught? It's a circle, a cycle that will keep repeating Itself until something or someone stops it. Can I be that something? Can you be that someone?
We all just want to be caught.
So catch me.